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Kit Tastrophe  

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Sometimes I Wonder...

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2008, 8:10 PM
  • Mood: Thrilled
  • Listening to: Frankenstien - Iced Earth
:heart::iconrussian-lullaby::iconlyricanna::heart:

The following entry is another dose of Kit's Rantage. Beware of anger, sarcasm, and heavy amounts of swearing and capitals used. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A GIRL WHO'S SUFFERING FROM "feminine things". And no, she's not "Thrilled".

Y'know sometimes I really wonder why I even go out of my way to help people. Some days I know it won't help, and some days I know it will. Regardless! It falls on deaf ears or in this case "blind eyes".

I'm really thinking on not giving a damn about anyone but myself, Rhys, and two of my closest friends (Them being Fog and Nia).

Let's just say I'm fed up with trying to help (even if I'm being a harsh bitch) others when their complaints just become recycled in about a week or so.

I've got enough shit on my plate, I don't need to feel like I'm worth nothing thanks. I've got a full-time job to live up to while TRYING to save money (I'm an impulsive shopper and big spender), a mother with deprivation, a grandmother with dementia, and the list goes on. Did I mention that I like to think I don't have a father?

It's bad enough that I've gotta go back to that shithole of a school for one last God be damned time. I don't want to see or hear from those who've tried to ruin my love life, HELL I DON'T EVEN WANT TO ATTEND THEIR BLOODY FUNERAL. Sorry guys, but I'm even thinking of not attending club meets, I won't have it in me to deal with the lack of interest and motivation. I LIKE IT WHEN THINGS GO INTO PLACE. I LOVE ORGANIZATION. Do we have that? No. I haven't said it as my final answer, it's just what I'm thinking. I just want to graduate and continue working at McKnight's, they've decided to keep me afterwards which is what I was waiting for.

The heat pisses me off, the lack of sleep, and the lack of rest and relaxation, and almost no free time with Rhys, Fog, or Nia are killing me slowly. I'm demanding a week off from work because all the girlies at McKnight's can.

I am looking forward to mine and Rhys' 4th Year Anniversary on July 8th. We're going out for dinner that day too. And I've got plans as to getting her maple-stuff. :lol:

There's only a few people holding my sanity together, and they're those who I care about. And of course, the creations in my head comfort me when I need it. Thanks guys :).

I just wanted to rant, I felt bottled up and angry. I just wished I could get more appreciation in helping friends. I don't really care about popularity points anymore.

MAILING LIST
1. ~Honeykitten - Will mail soon!!! I finally found envelopes, I just need the money.

ART STATUS, PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO DO A TRADE, OR A COLLAB :)


Requests? Nope. Sorry.

:star:ART TRADES, OPEN:star:
1. *Lyricanna, Tsuge, Magoichi, Masamune, and Megohime - Colouring
2.
3.

:star:COLLABORATIONS, OPEN:star:
1. *Lyricanna, MichaelxFiorella with RianuxKai, Lineart 25%
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3.

OTHER PROJECTS
Eye Tutorial
SW Fanarts
Beyblade Fanarts
Rhys' Collab - NEEDS TO BE INKED.
BELATED GIFTS. IN THINKING PROCESS.


LIST...
*Lyricanna - Rakushin and Nimora - REDOING
*fog-mire - Mordecai and Elizabella - 25%
~roxy54rox - Surprise
~Honeykitten - Kai - 50%
~dayaja - Raphial and Sheena (As well as possible Adrik and Sofia) 25%


:blackrose: FRIENDS (who I know in real life) :heart:
:iconmagical-destiny::iconfog-mire::iconworldforgetting::iconmalikiaboy:/:iconxkaitox:
:iconcainxneko:/:iconmichiyo-fujiwara::iconhashurashimo::iconroxy54rox:
:iconsenkou::iconcrimsonyte::iconmatana:

:rose: FRIENDS (who I know online) :heart:
:iconcedrics::iconmannasels::iconsilentneko::iconrandom-explosion::iconhoneykitten::icondayaja::iconjyinxe: :iconrynn-sama::iconlia-amari::iconthemerrymurderess:

:boogie: CLUBS :boogie: :heart:
:icondapride:
:iconx-men--ocs::iconjrocknation::iconredheadedbishies:

Devious Information

  • MSN
    StephanieBell_666@hotmail.com
  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Ontario, Canada
  • Interests: Anime, Drawing, Modeling, Writing
  • Favourite movie: Oscar, Interview With The Vampire, POTC 1 & 2
  • Favourite band or musician: Zeromancer, Kamelot, Blind Guardian, Iced Earth, Malice Mizer, Danger Gang, Within Temptation
  • Favourite genre of music: The ones listed above - Heavy Metal, J-Rock
  • Favourite artist: Victoria Frances
  • Favourite poet or writer: My love, Rhys
  • Favourite photographer: I forget.
  • Favourite style of art: Anime, Anthro, pixels, pop art
  • Operating System: Windows XP, on a Samsung computer.
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative ZEN Stone, Skullcandy Headphones
  • Shell of choice: Snail shell! Or Bowser's!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Oda Nobunaga from Samurai Warriors 2
  • Skin of choice: ....I could be a perv and say something =P
  • Favourite game: Mystical Ninja, The Soul Calibur series, The Legend of Zelda series, Samurai Warriors 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2, XBox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Michael, Tala - Beyblade, Bowser and Bowser Jr. - Mario series, Gambit - X-Men
  • Personal Quote: Tell me something that isn't a lie
  • Tools of the Trade: mech pencil, paper, Prismas, Black ink pens, gel-pens, and Sakura Microns

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Devious Comments

~SpitfireShepherd:iconSpitfireShepherd: Jun 23, 2008, 11:41:12 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:! :D

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Kickass icon made by ~DracoPheonus. <3
~Russian-Lullaby:iconRussian-Lullaby: Jun 19, 2008, 9:41:49 AM
:lol: Same, but I just got in form doing some errands.

You're right, it's too damn cold outside. x.x

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I am Rhys' Adotable Oaky! :heart::pride:

I'm Gambit in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
*Lyricanna:iconLyricanna: Jun 19, 2008, 8:46:40 AM
Got done my exam majorly early XD And I dun wanna go to co-op; it's cold outside.

So I spam you now XD since you either aren't home yet or off doing non-internetly things.

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Something meaningful =3

Commissions, trades, etc -> [link]
~Mannasels:iconMannasels: Jun 17, 2008, 11:31:00 AM
HI MAM :salute:

Still the stomach problem, but its gettin' better.

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Boo
~Russian-Lullaby:iconRussian-Lullaby: Jun 16, 2008, 5:01:03 PM
I only had a sub once, and for a week. XD ...

Ah, I can relate to that, though all we've had most of the time is thunderstorms

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I am Rhys' Adotable Oaky! :heart::pride:

I'm Gambit in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
*Emona-DragonDancer:iconEmona-DragonDancer: Jun 16, 2008, 4:18:07 PM
dur I still do that 8B ..although right now it's more like "WHERE'S MY SUB GOING?" it runs out in 9 days ;A; *emos*

I'm quite alright, thank you. Dying in this heat but I'm quite alright. :B

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what's hard and straight going in, and soft and sticky coming out?

CHEWING GUM that'sright
~Russian-Lullaby:iconRussian-Lullaby: Jun 16, 2008, 1:49:54 PM
The more I look at the pageviews the more I go, "Holy crap! Where'd that come from!?" XD

I'm pretty good, just getting ready for the school year to end, you? :3

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I am Rhys' Adotable Oaky! :heart::pride:

I'm Gambit in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
*Emona-DragonDancer:iconEmona-DragonDancer: Jun 16, 2008, 12:45:29 PM
Just dropping by :wave:
you're almost at 10K. 8D keep truckin'

souh

How are you? :D

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what's hard and straight going in, and soft and sticky coming out?

CHEWING GUM that'sright
~Russian-Lullaby:iconRussian-Lullaby: Jun 16, 2008, 12:30:51 PM
HALLO THAR MANNA :salute:

I'm doing quite well, and you? :D

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I am Rhys' Adotable Oaky! :heart::pride:

I'm Gambit in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
~Mannasels:iconMannasels: Jun 16, 2008, 8:31:34 AM
ELLO THERE KIT. :salute:

howya doin'?

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Boo
~Russian-Lullaby:iconRussian-Lullaby: May 30, 2008, 5:20:52 PM
Oh hey! I remember you!

Yeeeeah, I kinda died on there unfortunately ^^; And thanks again; I'll watch you in return. :D

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I am Rhys' Adotable Oaky! :heart::pride:

I'm Gambit in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
~and--thebuzzcocks:iconand--thebuzzcocks: May 30, 2008, 12:18:50 PM
:O
I remember you from FAC. I'm Midnight_Crow, used to love looking at your art so its cool to find you on here :O :D
I'm going to watch you :D

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oh, quelles jolies couleurs.
*Lyricanna:iconLyricanna: May 21, 2008, 4:10:05 PM
Yes I was XD

*goes back to sleep*

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Something meaningful =3

Commissions, trades, etc -> [link]
~Russian-Lullaby:iconRussian-Lullaby: May 21, 2008, 1:31:57 PM
*blinkity* ....Um. Hello. XD

Hey.. Is you home or something? *pokes*

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I am Rhys' Adotable Oaky! :heart::pride:

I'm Gambit in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
*Lyricanna:iconLyricanna: May 21, 2008, 12:38:45 PM
*curls up and takes a nap on your page* :sleepy:

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Something meaningful =3

Commissions, trades, etc -> [link]
~Russian-Lullaby:iconRussian-Lullaby: May 13, 2008, 5:25:19 PM
As does mine. XD

...>>....<<....o.o....WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe

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I am Rhys' Adotable Oaky! :heart::pride:

I'm Gambit in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
*Lyricanna:iconLyricanna: May 13, 2008, 5:19:39 PM
My comp just hates me XD

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Something meaningful =3

Commissions, trades, etc -> [link]
~Russian-Lullaby:iconRussian-Lullaby: May 13, 2008, 5:08:21 PM
It says you're offline. O.o *tries anyway* MSN's going nuts again...x.x

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I am Rhys' Adotable Oaky! :heart::pride:

I'm Gambit in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
*Lyricanna:iconLyricanna: May 13, 2008, 5:07:49 PM
Good good.

Can you IM me on MSN again; it went weird and I can't access MSN at all right now, so I'm wondering if that will fix it XD

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Something meaningful =3

Commissions, trades, etc -> [link]
~Russian-Lullaby:iconRussian-Lullaby: May 13, 2008, 5:02:44 PM
I saw :D, she commented on the piece and I was full of joy. *dances*

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I am Rhys' Adotable Oaky! :heart::pride:

I'm Gambit in dA's X-Men Evolution crew!
*Lyricanna:iconLyricanna: May 13, 2008, 4:52:57 PM
[link] =)

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Something meaningful =3

Commissions, trades, etc -> [link]
~Mannasels:iconMannasels: May 2, 2008, 2:54:44 AM
Thanks for tha fav :salute:

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Boo